i love__but i hate

Gosh, it hurts! U did hurt me tonight! Congratulation. U happy for it? I bet u do! Standing ovation for ya!

Guess what, it has been too long since the last time ive felt this kind of angriness in my heart, my heart is like pumping 5x even faster than it’s normal beats because… IM ANGRY! Yes, I really am!

I don’t know why I can’t stand with ur overdo jokes tonight, they seem stupid. Yeah! Super stupid! OMG! I wanna scream out loud man… Why is this happening to … ME???

I cant talk anymore, I wanna crash some things around me. Dammit!

YA I'M__STRESS

STRESS!!!

Being stress is so not me. I hate being stress but that’s the only thing that I keep on going through since the first time I stepped in this life of campus. I feel like I want to throw away all of this ridiculous stuffs but, man, this is my permanent job already! Moreover, I got to keep on doing the same routine for 5 years ahead! I’m dead, for real.

Please, do I have to deal with this kind of life for a very long period of time? I really hope that i'll be able to be in a place where there is no stress, no work to be done and yeah, i know i talk nonsense now, because i'm so over stressed up. SH*T. :(

Guess what, just now, our lecturer told us to RE-DO our assignment plus 15 pages of an essay. OMG! u got me a serious heart attacked, what a huge shock! 

Okay fine. That's it. I'm done. Im outta here. >.<"

I say__I Believe

I believe that it’s taking me a long time to become the person 

I wanna be.

I believe that he leaves me with his loving words. Well, It 

may be the last time he sees me.

I believe that I can keep going long after I can’t.

I believe that I’m responsible for what I do, no matter how I feel.

I believe that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is 

at first, the passion fades and there had better be something 


else to take its place.

And I’m totally believe that just because someone doesn’t love me 




the way I want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love me with 


all they have.

I’m sad…currently, I’m totally down. Really down!

im sick__again

I'm sick.

I vomitted twice today. And now, im feeling such bad dizziness that I, again, need to vomit! I hate this sickness which makes me feel really down...

My mom called me just now, and i told her the whole story of my days here, in Tawau. She was happy, yet worried a lot when she knew that im sick. Omg, mum, i miss u so bad, u know? :”( i wanna go home, and hug u tight!

What i can do now is just pray, and hope that i’ll recover soon from this dizziness, stomachache, fever and pain in the heart. Pain in the heart? Yeah, pain in my heart. 

That’s all for now. Gotta get my work done. Burning midnight oil, again. huhu...

Why is that so

Do you ever being hated? No? Well, i offer myself then. :D Would you accept it?


I don't really know what is sooo wrong with u. U're such a jerk. Before this, u talk so many sweet things and bla bla bla, duh~ all of your words are C-R-A-P-S!


Thank God I've half blocked you in the fb, which means... U won't bother me anymore, yay! victory! dammit, why i met u before...? Such an unfair reality...


Nevermind la, from now on, u go boy! and don't come back. :DD

LOVELOVE__u

I LOVE U THHHIIIISSSSS MUUCCHHH! <3 hihi... so shy. damn. what de heck im talking about? lol ...

It's me__darls

hey~? quite a while i didn't update my blog. Whoa, i miss my blog already. lol How r u people a.k.a bloggers?

Oh, i got a story, about a guy, i don't know why, but i hate him already. swear. = =" i really wanna AVOID him, 100%. seeing his face at fb, really choke me till death! i hate u, i'm sorry.

 well, currently, i'm sick oo... darn. i caught fever and stomachache. it hurts, for real! However, i manage to overcome my sickness. Thanks to my friend and me, myself. ahaakx!